Luke+ Middle Finger
My parents think I am lazy, but what they don’t know is that depression drains my energy, it crushes my hopes and dreams, takes away my motivation and makes me want to die.
Depression is such a cruel punishment. There are no fevers, no rashes, no blood test to send people scurrying in concern, just the slow erosion of one’s self, as insidious as cancer. And, like cancer, it is essentially a solitary experience; a room in hell with only your name on the door.
It doesn’t always mean beautiful girls shattering at the wrists, a glorified, heroic battle for your sanity, or mothers that never got the chance to say goodbye.
Sometimes, depression means not getting out of bed for three days because your feet refuse to believe that they will not shatter upon impact with the floor.
Sometimes depression means that summoning the willpower to go downstairs and do the laundry is the most impressive thing that you will accomplish that week.
Sometimes depression means lying on the floor staring at the ceiling for hours, because you cannot convince your body that it’s capable of movement.
Sometimes depression means not being able to write for weeks because the only words you have to offer the world, are trapped and drowning and I swear to God I’m trying.
Sometimes depression means that every single bone in your body aches, but you have to keep going through the motions because you’re not allowed to call into work depressed.
And sometimes, depression means ignoring every phone call for an entire month because yes, they have the right number,
But you’re not the person they’re looking for, not anymore.
My thoughts have destroyed me more than blades ever could."
Let’s just all take a minute to appreciate the kindness of our overlord.
Also, his shirt.
And his little apron
dating tip: ask them to show you their recently used emojis so you can count your matches and see if you are compatible
If he wants me b r o k e n,
then I will have to be w h o l e.
i felt the need to share some of the icons i have made enjoy
I JUST NOTICED THAT ASH DOES THIS TONGUE THING WHEN HE SAYS WORDS THAT START WITH A ‘T’
IM DONE BYE